Well, I don't even know where to begin... I started on Fanpop back in 2008/2009 (somewhere around there), and during that time I really didn't have many friends. I was always viewed as a weirdo, or something stupid. I had a major obsession with Michael Jackson. It was his art, his music, how he put so much passion and soul into his ART. I loved it. It fascinated me, and always will. He was such a caring person, and people did him wrong. In a way, I felt like I could relate too... Keep in mind, I was only 12-13 years old at the time. (I'm 21 now, and my math skills really ain't good here, okay!!)
Anyway...
I've met some amazing people, and one of my best friends on here, who is still my best friend today, and like a sister to me. Koolkat-1104. Yeah... I will never forget the times we had on here. We still talk on Skype almost everyday when we're not busy, and have quite an amazing relationship. She's like a big sister to me, and it's amazing how we've grown as people.
I left Fanpop due to the fact, (and i'm going to be honest with this), the website was dying off. Very Very VERY Slowly. 2008-2012ish seemed to be the hight of this sites popularity, and with time, people grow, and so does social media. Facebook, Twitter, all that stuff was just completely smothering Fanpop.
It's quite sad, but it's true! I know many of you MJ Fans may remember me, or may not... Either way, I want you to know (and I am going to use the word I used all the time for this club when I was like 13)... You are All Awesome...
Thank you guys for giving me a place to vent, share my passion for this musician, and for all the good times we had through this fan club. I can't even begin to express how much it meant to have people to talk to after coming home from school, being bullied, made fun of because of who you was, your sexuality, everything. This place gave me a virtual home away from that.
For that, I thank you. - Awesomegtax <3
Anyway...
I've met some amazing people, and one of my best friends on here, who is still my best friend today, and like a sister to me. Koolkat-1104. Yeah... I will never forget the times we had on here. We still talk on Skype almost everyday when we're not busy, and have quite an amazing relationship. She's like a big sister to me, and it's amazing how we've grown as people.
I left Fanpop due to the fact, (and i'm going to be honest with this), the website was dying off. Very Very VERY Slowly. 2008-2012ish seemed to be the hight of this sites popularity, and with time, people grow, and so does social media. Facebook, Twitter, all that stuff was just completely smothering Fanpop.
It's quite sad, but it's true! I know many of you MJ Fans may remember me, or may not... Either way, I want you to know (and I am going to use the word I used all the time for this club when I was like 13)... You are All Awesome...
Thank you guys for giving me a place to vent, share my passion for this musician, and for all the good times we had through this fan club. I can't even begin to express how much it meant to have people to talk to after coming home from school, being bullied, made fun of because of who you was, your sexuality, everything. This place gave me a virtual home away from that.
For that, I thank you. - Awesomegtax <3
Jaycee's P.O.V.
I sit alone in my bathroom upstairs, my reflection staring back at me. Mascara tears were rolling down on my cheeks, making my face look like it had spiders on it. Chunks of my own hair was scattered under my chair. That's right, I cut my hair. Now it was a short bob and it has a red-auburn color to it.
If my family won't change, then I'll just have to change for them. I can focus on anything anymore, all I ever think about is my torn up family. They're starting to affect me in ways that will ruin my life entirely. I changed my sense of style, from pretty girly girl dresses to black leather coats and lots of eyeliner.
I sit alone in my bathroom upstairs, my reflection staring back at me. Mascara tears were rolling down on my cheeks, making my face look like it had spiders on it. Chunks of my own hair was scattered under my chair. That's right, I cut my hair. Now it was a short bob and it has a red-auburn color to it.
If my family won't change, then I'll just have to change for them. I can focus on anything anymore, all I ever think about is my torn up family. They're starting to affect me in ways that will ruin my life entirely. I changed my sense of style, from pretty girly girl dresses to black leather coats and lots of eyeliner.